Just wanna be myself

Been really lazy now a days that's why i didn't blog for such a long time. My parents are away for holidays without me and they'll be back tomorrow. Well, it was actually me who doesn't wanna go. I don't like going to China so yeah. But my mom said the hotel is like a suite. Been staying with my cousins for a few days.

I can hardly sleep last few days. I don't know what's in my mind. I keep waking up at night. Something's up with me again. I need a close friend that i can talk to and share what's up with me. Doubt i'll be that lucky to have one. I just have to share it with God.

Tonight, i almost had an accident. It scare the hell out of me. I seriously thank God nothing happened. You won't know when is the time for you to go. Everything is in God's hand and he had planned everything for us. We should be thankful though. I'll just have to go on with life and migrate sometime later. I really hope that i can go there now. Start a new life but i doubt i can.

The economy's so bad. Worst next year. Can barely think how the poors will live.

Went to the Curve today. Supposed to meet up with church friend but he's busy so i watched Quantum of the Solace with my 2 gay friends. Well, thanks that they accompanied me though.

Rainy days didn't spoil the mood

Last night, i slept over with my cousins... It was long since i slept over at their place. We played loads of games. I know, i'm not young anymore but those games are really fun. Trust me, if you start playing, you won't stop (: We were suppose to go out and get a bite but since it was raining, we decided to stay in. It was a right choice though. We got hungry at 1 a.m and i (being the best chef in the house) cooked (magee mee) for them. It's like the simplest food to cook. Guess what did my cousins said??!!


Cousins : Yummmyyy!!!! This is delicious. It's better than my mom and maid's cooking!

Me : Yeah right! Anyway, thanks for the not really honest saying of you guys though.

Cousins : We're serious! It's super delicious!

Me : *Stares at them in a weird way and claps hand! What a praise to myself (:

So we watched tv and ended up sleeping at 4 a.m. It's considered early to me. Heh..


I've never stretched my ankle for so long and today my teacher decided to make us stretch it as it was getting worst! So she grabbed my leg and stretch it. Wasn't feeling much though. Then she scolded all of us for not using our ankle. She says that we can stretch it but we don't do it. It's just that, we're very lazy :p


I went to collect the cake from Secret Recipe for tonight's birthday party and i was late for dancing. I was shocked to see Denise teaching us though. Didn't know Rebecca will be away. So today's lesson is 'Forever' by Chris Brown. The dance is cool.. He didn't know we're a fast learner so we had like 20 more minutes to dance again and again. He keeps staring at us and drop down at the end of the dance. He said that we don't use much energy to dance. I shall say that he is a really good dancer. He can cheer, he can dance and all. Awesome! I like the way he dance maybe except the shaking ass part and the girly dance. He'll really shake it and act girly. Heh..


Just got back from the birthday party and i'm currently very tired. Lack of sleep and was dancing for the whole time.

The times when we had fun together!

Happy 16th Birthday Jackie Huang!

All the best in everything girl! (:

I got to know her when i was form 1. We were in the same class and we get high together. Those old memories were to be treasured. What can i say about her. Erm, you won't get bored if you're with her. Trust me, she's as hyper as a monkey. No one can stop her from being hyper including teachers. She's a very friendly girl with an open heart. She cares about everyone and she TALKS a lot. Hahaaaa! It's a good thing though. She'll always put her heart into everything she's doing except studies. But well, she's trying to buck up now. Good for her (: Once again, Happy birthday and sorry i can't celebrate with you ): Hope you'll have fun tonight..

Form 1

Martin's birthday splash at my place (:

School times (:

I'll be away from home tonight. Trying my best to finish a task which is imposible to finish in a week. But i'm trying.. Going for supper tonight and tonight is the night. Okay, i'm starting to crap.

Cake

It was Secret Recipe's 11th anniversary yesterday. Waited long just to buy a cake and get another free. Well, i went there late and there's only fruit cake left so no choice but to take that and get the other one another day.

I've been pretty busy lately. Doing on an important lovely project. It's for Christmas though. Hmmm, talk about christmas, have you guys done any christmas shopping. *Smacks head!* I know, it's still early but i seriously can't wait to shop for the presents and decorations and all. Ahhh, i sound so holy..

Well, holidays have been pretty cool, fun, boring and busy for me. I just miss the part where we go to school and meet up with your friends. Talk about my friends, a friend of mine birthday is just in a day time. So, i'll wish her Happy Early Birthday first ;)

I guess i better go, am still on my ballet suit and i stink. Ahhh, mind me! Holidays just make me really lazy...

Ice-Cream.. Anyone?

Just an ordinary day

Yesterday, as usual.. Full with dancing activities. Teacher : Today's lesson is FREE MOVEMENT. Everyone : Stares at her and smacks head. Oh man! The day we hated had finally came. But well, we didn't really did free movement. It was sorta like a running competition and a clown doing some funny thing on stage. Practically, the whole class was having fun making jokes of those steps. Oh! Maybe it was just me, ahhh, as usual. After that, went for the other dancing class and we did sexy dance. I don't feel good when guys are looking at us dancing sexy dance. Heh.. Not ready yet i guess.

That night, i went shopping with my mom, aunt and grandma! Well, it was (grocery) shopping. What i had to do was pushing the trolley and pick whatever good things that caught my eye. Haha... Oh, my family had supper at midnight. Just think, we were cooking at 12 a.m. How cool right?! Well, last time it was just me and my brother who always have supper and then it was only me after my brother left to Australia but i guess my parents can't stand looking at us enjoy our lovely supper!

Nothing much happened today.. Going for tennis now so Goodbye!

The girls :)

I hope to know you better and get closer to you

I practically did nothing today except for eating, watching movies, practicing piano and coming online. Well, i feel really lazy to even move around. Legs are still hurting. Ankle hurts the most.


So, i might be going to kae yi's church camp this december to keep a busy schedule and get closer to god. Supposingly, i'm suppose to go for val's camp too but it's at the same place so yeah.


I watched Step up 2, Hairspray, Stomp the Yard and Last Holiday today. These shows how free i am...

Exhausted i can say...

Today, i went ou with the girls, Theng yen, Soo hui and Kae yi. We started off with our lunch at Chilis. Met up with Seng loh, Jack and Brandon there. Apparently, they're working there. What a big surprise! Seng loh served us and got bullied by us most of the time. Now i know why Jack and Brandon doesn't wanna serve us. Haha! So well, Jack and Seng loh were quite hard-working but Brandon just stared at the screen or walk around. Guess he's emo-ing or something.

After that, we headed to Vincci and Nose to get some gorgeous flip flops. Theng yen changed at least 5 flip flops in a year! Just don't understand how she walks. Gossshh! So yeah, after that we went to watch Tropic Thunder! Well, i'm telling you this for real.. It's really really funny and lame, i can say. We did enjoy the movie, laughing here and there. At least it's better than Max Payne. Much better!

Awesome

Nah....

I just came back from my ballet class and i'm really exhausted, i can say. Full class of character and my legs are killing me now. It's worst than wearing heals (or maybe not) Haha! I guess i'll stay home in bed for the whole day tomorrow. It hurts so badly that i can't even walk properly. But well, it's a good day to burn my fats and build up more muscle :) Pictures up...

Me & Soo :)

Me, Kae, Soo & Ty in Padini, Vincci

Shades & Glasses..

The laughter of the day

Yesterday, i went to church as usual and headed to ou after that. I watched hsm 3 with my cousin and aunt. Well, it was quite cool but i prefer the first one.

Corbin Bleu is hawt!!

Today, i did something useful. At last, i'm doing something rather then eating, sleeping and watching tv. Oh well, i cleaned my room. I know, it's nothing actually. But well, i threw away all my pmr books. Woaaahhhh! *A big sigh of relief man!* My room's like bookless now, except for the story books. At night, after dinner at my grandparent's place, i went to ss2's night market and it was packed and wet! I just had to close my nose and walk through everyone. Yeah, i know, how typical right?!

So yeah, the laughter of the day. When i reached my grandparents place, i asked my younger cousin to open the door as my hands are full with bags. She then ran and slipped on the slope. Haaaahhhaaaa!!! I know i'm not suppose to laugh at her but it's just really funny. Even my mom, my aunt and her own brother laughed at her. It's just the way she falls. It's really funny! I laughed my heads off and i think the whole neighbourhood could hear my voice. I almost collapse to the ground. Try imagining how funny can it be!

Currently listening to songs and checking out the places to learn dance (Salsa, Tango, Latin) Anyone who has any awesome ideas where to learn please share. I found a few but don't think it's really good. I want somewhere near. Swimming pictures ahead!

Soo, me ,ty, ky

Can we win a prize for posing?!

Ignore the looks

Smiles :)

This picture was taken after we jumped into the pool by......

2 smilies, 2 poser!