Never fails to put a smile on my face

Should i or should i not? Everyday, i'll lie on my soft comfy bed, dreaming about my future (being a dancer and an actress). Bla bla bla..... The story goes on and on and on. Woooh, if i'm just determined enough... I would really love to chase after my dreams but there are so many things to think about.

Ballet workshop on June 2,3 or 4th. Either 2 of these days. Ahhhh! It would be total disaster to have it on the 4th. I'll be so tired that i won't want to do anything.

This is how scared i am...

My whole body aches, leg hurts, toe bleeding. All i see is blood. My teacher tortured us yesterday without giving us any break. An hour and a half of ballet. Adding on it's intermediate work which is a lot and they're all really tiring. So end up after my dinner, i fell flat on the bed.

Glad that you're back!

Unlucky + Bad luck = Badlucky!

*Rap*

Buku jernal, buku lejar, buku tunai, soo soo soo!!!!




Just how unlucky can I be? Started of my day badly but everything got better when I became hyper but at the end, i just noticed I’ve lost my buku jernal and lejar. Been copying a lot and I’ve finally complete all my work but now, I’ve lost them and I’ve to pass up next week. Shit! It must have drop on the road when I open the car door. Pft! Everyone and everything is trying to test my temper!

Still holding on

It all ends here. We shall remember those fun moments we had.

May is coming and exam is coming up too. Haven't started studying anything since beginning of the year. How useful i am! Didn't achieve much this year. Only know, i've missed a big opportunity of performing dances which can really help me to get more experience on other fancy dances too.

Should i still go for it?

More to go, it's been a busy year and i still haven't got all i wanted. A dance partner to learn dancing with me. Yeahp, pretty doubt. I've a lot that i want to do but i'm in the wrong place, wrong situation.

We will pray for you popper!

Get a life and wake up!

OKay! Listen up! Don't mess around with me alright?! Especially when i'm in a really really bad mood!


1 . Hiding my bottle for the first time was cool. Second time, i still can take it. Third time, fine! Whatever man! It's cool if you're trying to play hide and seek bottle with me, but when i'm feeling hot and thirsty and you still don't wanna return it. Freak you man! ******* What's your freaking problem, living in your lifeless life? Psch!


2. You think you're the boss of the boss. Like everything's yours and the whole world must listen to you?! Bull to the dog! You are nothing but just like all of us in a bad way. Can't you stop being so annoying trying to be a superstar?! You should know everyone is thinking that way but no one wants to hurt you and therefore, we're zipping our mouth. I hate doing this, but i can't stand it.

Great one!

People out there!!!!!

Those who haven't go for Paroimia please please go man! You guys seriously won't regret. Thousands of people from everywhere have been going and tomorrow's the last day. Sunday at 6.00-8.00 p.m. Please be there early to get good seats as it's the last show.

Pretty dumb yet romantic at times.

Pretty happy today, got to know 1 of my church friend better and i met my old primary mate in church today! I couldn't recognize her and i freaked out when i met her. Haha! It was great though. Pretty sad that few of my friends missed it because the time and I kinda changed the plan last minute. I'm so sorry guys. Should’ve told you guys earlier.


Overall, today is an okay day!

Hot yet fun!

I like the bottom part...

Been busy doing work lately but still not completed yet. I'm so exhausted right now. Played some spinning game today and i fell flat on the floor as i turned too fast. *Pak!* All i saw was cloud and sun... My left butt and leg hurts like crap. Adding on with a big bruise on my hand.

I got tanner and my face is still red, like sun burn. So fun to play basketball under the hot sun and i can still shoot the ball into the goal. First attempt after a very long time, *ball flies and goes into the goal* the sound effect will be *Choop, pak!* it’s so cool that i forgot the sun is burning my skin.

I wanna get boots...

Ballet is torturing me. After one exam, another one coming up in a month time and i've to learn and clean up all the steps in that short time. Was so exhausted yesterday that i came home and drop dead on the bed.


* I want a dog so badly! Parents still considering whether to buy me a dog. Anyone? I need a new bag!

Good news

Paroimia

Sunday's play is at 6-8pm not 8-10pm. Please take note. Be there early to get parking and sits in the main sanctuary. Booking's deadline for Friday is Wednesday 12 noon and for Saturday is Wednesday 5pm. Bring along your non-christian friends and there'll be some sits given for walk-in.

Sad . Happy . Frightening . Peace

Have you ever seen reality fight before? Like a big one which really scares you? Saw one today, reminds me of many things, but in the other hand also scares me a lot. How can kids now a day be so daring and so disrespectful that they dare to talk back loudly in front of a big crowd of students and point at an orderly’s face? What?! No matter how wrong they are we can never point or push or whack them right? It's sinful man! It is so hurting for them.... :'(

Supposed to be my lunch....

Anyway, I bought a new flip flop. I wanted to buy a gladiator which is really cool, totally different kind of gladiator, more of a rough look but it's pretty hard to match with my outfits since i'm having those glamour outfits and mom suggested to buy that so yeahp, i chose the glamour one. Pretty happy with that.

SUNDAY!!!!!

Sunday!!!! My cousin and his girlfriend have a new dog (poodle) and he's called sunday! Guess why? Cause they bought it yesterday which is sunday! Haha! Oh, let me show you how incredibly cute he is and he's size is double of my hand. Wooh! So tiny that i can squeeze it.

How cute!!!

Trying to be a composer

English homework, i'm supposed to compose a song saying why i shouldn't be blame! Wooohhh, how 'easy' can it be?!

Since i was free this afternoon, i went to Kota Damansara's Giant with mom, aunt and grandma. It surely is big. When i got out of the car, i saw a pet shop. Run there! *Points to my aunt* Look! So cute! Went in there and look at the puppies. GORGEOUS! The baby Shih Tzu and T is so adorable. Thousand + only. I told my mom i want that for my sweet 16th birthday present. She stares at me. This ain't the first time i told her that.

I was so obsessed with the dogs that i couldn't care more if my leg hurts or not. As i walk more, my leg hurts more, as i walk more, i miss the dog more. Anyone?! Dog for my birthday present which is long way to go.

At giant, my mom and i met this gay couple shopping there. They are different colour. 1 is con.... and another is chinese. 1 is super tall and big, another is super small and thin. My mom was so mean that she kept laughing. I was covering my face. Ate at Wendy's for my so called 'teaner' (tea time + dinner)

Quick!

Paroimia!





People who wants to attend please inform me so i can book seats for you guys. If not, you'll have to watch it from the screen which won't be really nice. You guys can also call the office yourself during office hours 03-79814775 or email paroimia2009@gmail.com to book your seats. Please book asap as it is really crowded and to be at the safe side, book and go early.



The days left are :

24th April (Friday)
25th April (Saturday)
26th April (Sunday)
[Extended till Sunday]


Time : 8-10pm


Location : Main Sanctuary of FGA KL


Be quick!!!! Message me if you need any info :)

Paroimia

This might be a lil late but there's still 3 nights left. Don't miss out!

17th April (Friday)

18th April (Saturday)

24th April (Friday)

25th April (Saturday)

8pm - 10pm at the Main Sanctuary of FGA KL.

To get more info, message or call me.

How bad can it be?

*Relief*

Exam is finally over but the next one is next month and i've a month to learn up my steps. Pfft! So basically, the examiner was pretty strict... She didn't really smile much at us but we did.


Never Never Never eat PANADOL before you dance!

You'll either be really really really sleepy.
Or really really really hyper active.
Or really really really blur.
Or all 3...


Today, i felt a little sick when i was in school so i took a panadol and valerie stopped me but i've to eat it to make me feel better. In the end, it's the destroyer of the day! I fell asleep in class. Wooooh! But i was hyper active when i ate the panadol the day before that. This time i fell asleep. When i went home, i slept again and i woke up 15 minutes before 3. Rush! Change and go! I even forgot to bring my hair clips. Psssttt!

I went there with this really blur and sleepy face. After warming up and everything, went up to the exam room. Greeted the examiner and started dancing.

Suppose to dance like that but end up....

I went to put my stuffs at the ‘bar’ and was wondering, what's first? Where to go? After stoning, i finally went to the ‘bar’ and did my 'Plieeaaa'. It was the very first impression i've to give to the examiner and i ruined it by turning around early. Was wondering what's going on. To make things worst, my knee hurt and cracked while i was dancing. I had to put on that really fake smile on my face to please the examiner.

I was thinking of this when i'm in the room...

Next, wrong direction! Ahhhhh, how many mistakes have I done already. That's not the worst thing yet. The worst part was, after doing my solo dance, i kept thinking what did i just dance? What's next? PANADOL is killing my brain. Eating my brain cells. BRAIN EATER MAN! Pffft!


Stupid fever and flu and knee injury won't get off me. How unlucky can i be? I'm actually pretty ready to get the loousy results of mine and nagging from my teacher. Worst part, she's sending the examiner home. I can see the expression on her face when the examiner tells her what crap i did. Who cursed me man!

Still having a little fever and flu. I'll have to go for some knee treatment! Can't stand it anymore. Massage next friday okay, jade?

Work not done

It's midnight and i just realized i'm busted!

List of things not done :

-I just realized i've retarded ballet shoes

-I just realized i haven't clean my ballet shoes. It's in a really bad condition.

See what i meant?

-I just realized i haven't sew my ballet shoes. It's really ugly. (I don't know how to sew so what i plan to do is to use black tape to tape it) *How smart!*

Imagine when i dance, it suddenly comes out. (That happened when i was dancing for 30 teachers)


-I just realized i forgot where i put my belt


-I just realized i've about 14 hours to prepare before my exam starts


-I just realized what am i doing online at this hour when i'm suppose to be sleeping

Pray hard, Dance harder!

I shall be as strong as her for tomorrow ;)

Have you ever tried to drink coconut pandan water? It turns out to be quite nice. My lil cousin was teasing me cause i can't eat ice-cream as i was sick. I just starred at him and say 'i got coconut pandan water, so special.'

3 periods of add maths with pn. Heah is retarded! At the end of the period, i closed my book and said bye to add maths.

I fell asleep on the sofa today after tuition. I guess it was the panadol which made me sleepy. But i was hyper active when i ate it in school. Weird one. Tomorrow's a big day for me. Not really big but pretty big. I hope i won't feel sick and my leg won't hurt tomorrow. There can be miracles. So i shall pray hard for everyone who's in the same position as me and we shall do our best!


Dear valerie, i'm cool. I don't get emo that easily, just sad and hurting. That's all. To cheer me up, just listen to my craps, pray for me and be scared for me when i'm in the exam room. xoxoxo amelia.

Wrong timing..

I'm officially sick right now. Feeling cold and having fever. What a wrong time to be sick. Knee is still hurting. Shoot! My exam is just in 2 days time. Same goes to mistika. She's having cold and she kinda hurt her leg. Haha! This year isn't a good year.

Anyway, all the best to my dance mates. Their exam is tomorrow morning. Remember to smile girls and and and if you can't smile, try recalling my face. Haha! If teacher is scared for you guys, calm her down. Just crap some nonsense out :)

I wanna leave here. I'm sorry friends! I'll miss you guys but i think that's the best solution. Everything will go fine by that time. I need a new life without some people. I've tried but it didn't work out.

If you cared...

Celebrated for Jade at Bon Bon's today. Guess she had fun with her team mates there and someone else special for her. Happy Birthday Jade! You'll have a great year ahead...



If you don't care, don't bother knowing me!

You know, sometimes, i seriously have no idea what's on your mind. It freaks me out! It's seriously like i don't know you anymore. What's going on with you? Must you always lie to me? All i want from you is the truth. Is it that hard? I've tried so hard, really hard but you just won't bother what's going on is it? You don't freaking bother what's gonna happen to us then go ahead and do whatever you want! Leave me alone if you think that way. Please don't make me think more, it really hurts a lot for me. I'm just saving it but if you don't care i won't care too...

To the bimbo girl!

To my dear friend,

JADELINE CHENG CHIA YIN

Happy sweet 16th birthday! I'm a little early here but still, i'm wishing you a very happy birthday! So, you've got your surprise birthday present from me already. Is it enough? I'll get to the point. Jadeline is a wooowwww, wild, woooooosh girl man! I'm telling you this, never never never try to fight about a topic with her. Because in the end, you'll lose and she'll make you cry with all the meanest words she ever know. If you don't believe, ask felicia! Haha!

Second, she has great taste in clothes and stuffs. She surely should be a fashion designer when she grows up. May your dream come true, girl! Thirdly, she hates mathematics which is the easiest thing you can find on earth. She'll go, eh... ehh... ehhh Amelia...... 'Why like that one? Why not like that one? How can it be? No such thing! I'll be like, 'Just do it man! It's a formula and there's no why to it.' and she'll go 'Surely have a reason behind it one.' She can go all day long man! That's Jadeline.

When it comes to study, she'll go goodnight guys! When it comes to play world and cheer! She'll be like wooh woooh. It's so fun, i can do this and that and lalalalala. That's still her. The play on saturday night, bitchy model with a really scary face and when she changes to her clothes, with heals and those thick make-up, she looks like a pros. Woah man! That's so not Jade.

That's all i wanna say about her. She's a nice great bully friend. Happy Birthday again! Hope you'll get what you wanted from your parents. Obviously, i can't afford to buy you those stuffs. God bless you girl! :)

With loads of love,

Amelia

I now give you, the one and only Jadeline Cheng!

Back in action!

Home sweet home! Back from my holiday! Kidding! I was having some internet problems. That stupid guy said i'll have to wait. Waited for about a month for the guy to come and fix and in the end he said my router spoil already and i've to get a new one.

I'll get to the point. Was pretty busy lately. School work, dance, concert, exams. Woah man! My ballet exam is next thursday and my knee is still hurting. I'll just shoot it on that day. Oh, i didn't explain how i hurt my knee. Well, obviously you can see i hurt it during ballet class. I've a thorn ligament or something. Freaking painful when i walk down the stairs. I can collapse down to the floor at times when it really hurts a lot. Total suckage! Oh, and i went to the chinese tit da thingy which seriously stink!

I was also chosen to perform for this teacher’s course. I’m the demonstrator and yeah, I’ve to dance for the teachers. Teachers = 30 over teachers. Seriously insane! It actually freaked me out. Never performed for that many teachers in a classroom before. But it all turn out well, except for the ending where my shoe came off and I had to dance with my shoes hanging half way on my leg.

Just got back from segi college for the play called 'what's your choice'. Jade was playing the role as a 'bitchy model'. My gosh! She was seriuosly damn crazy out there. Pretty scary too. Petra was really good with all the talking and all. Krystal and her mum playing the role as best friends were seriously cute. Haha! So overall, it's cool. We gave jade a surprise. And she was seriously surprised. Glad she had fun being surprised.

Easter is tomorrow and i better get to bed now. I've class in the morning too. Total suckage! It's my last class before my ballet exam so yeah. After that i'll have to rush to church.

Guess where was i going to?

Cheering for the debate :) our class got 2nd place

This made me fat! But it's so awesome!

Eat this!